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| -- Eleven -- |
| 09.17.04 (1:16 pm) [edit] |
Said good-bye to the shadow again last night. Well, I left an offline message. His response: Why do you act with such drama?
It's funny. This is me. He always wanted me to be me, and this is me. And he questions it. Oh well.
I don't belong there anymore. I wasn't really ever part of that group. It wasn't bad when Heather was around more frequently. I seemed to fit in better then. Or maybe it was because I fitted into that whole site better. Does it matter? (She's gone too, but that's neither here nor there...) I don't feel like I fit there any more.
Sometimes I don't feel like I fit anywhere. I know... I have my Word to look forward to, but still sometimes I don't feel like I fit in.
I left work early on Thursday. Zoned out here at home for awhile. Finished reading a book. When I emerged from the pages, I wondered - as I do. I wondered where I was. My contentment seemed to be within those pages. Everything else was pale. Perhaps it was just me, just then. Not feeling well, emerging from a world where things worked out, and into one where I don't know all the rules. Perhaps it's just me as I am anyway.
I wish I knew.
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